13th December - It’s my day!

One can never forget birthdays that are special. Usually every birthdays are special and unique… Unique, in terms of a year increment you get and new friends you find to celebrate each birthday. And there may be many other reasons that make each birthday unique. Well this post will be my birthday thank you note and I guess this is my first post for this month. Hmm… Christmas is near and I miss caroling this year. But yeah we will have mini caroling this year and I am sure we will have a lot of fun this December too. I am very excited to celebrate combine Christmas service of our Church and waiting for that day. Well let me come to the point… heheh.

At first I am so much thankful to my Creator who created me to be here in this planet to be a son, a brother and a friend. I am thankful to my mom and dad. I am here because of you. You taught me right from wrong and always nurtured my every needs. Thank you for your love and all the support you did for me through all my childhood days. No matter how old I am, I will always be your child. I am really blessed with my mom, dad and my brother. I love you all.

Thank you all my friends for being with me, for encouraging me to move forward, for being my best companion, for lending me your helping hands. Hmm… I have a lot of reasons to thank you all. I am thankful to have wonderful friends, brothers and sisters in my life. Well thanks to you all who wished for my best in my day. Thank you for reminding me that I am blessed and I am loved always. Thanks a lot for your unexpected surprise and for always being there to make me remember that I am special. I love you all and you all are special for me.

You are not here…

…but you are here. I can feel you near in my heart. I know you are far away but you are in every beat of my heart. You are one who can make me happy when I feel empty inside me. You are my strength when I feel weak and I feel that I can do nothing. I know, I know you are not with me right now but when I close my eyes I see your face with that beautiful smiles and caring heart. Yeah, I can feel your care and it feels like a softness of a petal. I just love them because they make my day brighter.

You are with me sitting by my side when I see no one else around me. I can see you and you comfort me when I am broken into pieces. I see only you as my destination when I am confused and lost in this world. When I don’t feel that I am strong enough and I am falling down, you are always there to lift me up. You are there always to see every drop of my falling tears and to listen silent screams of my heart. But you are not here. Yeah, I know you are not here but you are always in my heart.

I don’t have a title for this post…

and I don’t know what I am going to write here. Well writing after so long, being more lazy these days. I don’t know why I am using this word in most of my posts. Seems I must stop using this word and stop being lazy. Lol… Anyways I am waiting this 4 days vacation to be over. Hmmm… India tour was good during our Dashain vacation. I was planning to write some travel experiences but that remained only in my head. However, you can check photos from tour in my gallery or in my Facebook profile. Still I don’t know what words and sentences will fill up my today’s post. hehe… Yea it’s true that nothing is in my head right now like a formatted hard drive. So obviously nothing special will be here in this post. Still going through my post? Hmm… Hey already told you that I don’t have a title for this post but you followed me till here.

Well I won’t be available for few days. I am going to attend youth camp at Gyaneshwor Church. Last year camp at Hetauda was full of blessings. And hoping same this time also… Anyways I miss that time with friends. I miss that moment coz something new and different happened in my life during that days. I will share more from this camp and will update some photos after the camp is over. Will miss you all.  See ya…

I am no accident, He planned me…

Yah, I am happy to write this post after about two months. No any posts for month August, lazy me! Well, I guess most of people have difficult time viewing their life in a positive light. I also have same experience. Life is rolling on with different situations that make us happy and sometime it rolls through a very painful moment. Many people may think that their parents didn’t plan them or they are in this planet due to some mistakes. But now I can say that I am not here in this planet due to any accident. I have realized that I may have been a surprise to other but I am not a surprise to Him. He who created everything created me for His very special plan. Wow! He already knew me before I was conceived in my mother’s womb. He called me to be His child with a very special purpose.

He can make me feel that He cares and loves me. He makes me feel that I am unique and I am so special for Him. Every morning I wake up and before the noise of my daily life starts, I can hear Him and yeah I can feel that He too listens me. There are many times in my life that I haven’t followed His path, obeyed His commands. This is because I didn’t know what His plan was for me. Now I can hear Him and I can know what His will is for every area of my life. He guided me through every steps of my life. I was busy and walking in my own way but He was there for me to guide gently to the right path because He chose me before the creation of this world. I want to conclude saying that I am no accident and He planned me. Ephesians 1:4 says, “For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight.” So He chose not only me but He chose all of us for His very special plan and purpose. That’s why we must seek His plan for us and ask His guidance to live our life according to His will.

This is my cry, my one desire…

…More of You, more of You

This is my cry, my one desire
More of You, more of You

Recently, I am into this song. Worship song from album ‘Light of The City’ by ‘City Harvest Church’. I have watched their worship videos in YouTube so many times. And now I got audio CD and DVDs from my friend. I went through some songs and videos. Really awesome and I was able to feel the presence of God while watching those videos. Thank you… Here goes the full song ‘The God I Know…’ sang by ‘Alison Yap’. Enjoy… Yes, we must dream a Church as described in this song.

[ When the stage is bare tonight
There's no one else, just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There's no pretense, I'm on my knees

I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice You gave to me
It's all because of You, all because of You

The God I know, righteous and holy
The God I know, faithful and true
The God I know, my tower of refuge
Hearts are healed, Christ revealed

The God I know, light of the city
The God I know, strengthens the weak
The God I know, Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we ] x 2

[ This is my cry, my one desire
More of You, more of You ] x 3

The Church He knows, righteous and holy
The Church He knows, faithful and true
The Church He knows, a tower of refuge
Hearts are healed, Christ revealed

The Church He knows, light of the city
The Church He knows, strengthens the weak
The Church He knows, is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we